Why is it that people doing evil things get to live and continue hurting others while people like my aunt who give from the heart, love, support and touch so many lives for the better have to suffer the painful reality of having Cancer?
I don't question if God loves her, and I don't need a person to answer my question. I know no person could explain to me the answers to this or any other question I have like this, to the depths that feel necessary. I know God is here sitting with me.He sees my pain and is crying with me. I know he's beside her in the ambulance right now holding her hand giving her strength to fight for everyday that's still hers. I have no doubts that his love is more massive for his creation then I can comprehend, and I know that his love covers even the evilest of the evil doers in this world. But when I get to heaven I wonder if he'll have me understand the justice in it all. Because right now I don't see it.
I've been in that place. I am sorry you are hurting, friend. Truly, being aware of His presence and digging into His Word will bring you the most comfort in all this...
ReplyDeletewish i could be there too. Keep praying, keep trusting, God will show up, i beleive it. don't loose heart. i love you.
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